REGARDING MY OUTBURST a couple weeks ago………….
being the “unaccepted late in life baby” of my family, I have tried so hard to be welcomed and included and liked by my siblings. Most of the time it didn’t work (I was usually treated like a niece or nephew, ya know, free babysitter, always sitting at the “kids’ table” at family functions… Sometimes I don’t know where I fit in. Should I still be sitting at the “kids’ table” or have I graduated to the “in crowd” yet?? The kids’ all grew up & are part of the “in crowd” now but I feel like I still sit at the kids’ table).